I still think my 18-year-old, but I was 30 years old soon! Really? Do not want to think about, but had to face.
was young and frivolous, had vanished. Once blossoming, had quietly dies. 80 We have started after a 20-year-old standing on the tail, the face of thirty, how many people can head held high, vowed that, we are still young? Yes, Young is the capital, after facing the sudden emergence of 90, 80 of us are still young?
once, we are proud to embrace lofty ideals, running in a strange city, only to find the best dream come true heart. Once, life was hard then, would think of as long as their own efforts, we will be able to succeed. Once, a simple that even a very small room, you can run your own beautiful love. When the cause is still commonplace, and when love becomes illusory when, after 80 of us, is not it still will say, young and not afraid of failure?
one day, I found the original, 80 after we are already old. We do not frivolous, we are no longer chic, we no longer magnanimous, we no longer smile, we have plenty for the pressures of life, we have a fear of marriage, we have a disappointment for the future, for we have some difficulties deterred.
face work: we have no more passion, just enough hope to have a secure job. Risk of work have been excluded, and had one thousand ten thousand do not want to take our relationship to find a job, the flat face of business, revenue can not even give their own food and clothing, we had to choose to surrender, lay down most proud of the original face, began to seek to maximize relationships. Work hard for us to fear, it is important to have this work will continue.
the face of feelings: love, marriage as no longer sublimation, but the marriage as a family. We no longer desire the love of a romantic and exciting, but expect a happy and happy marriage. That was stubborn, blind date that just after 70, or earlier generation way of marriage, but waited until now to find, loving marriage has become the mainstream way after 80. A space to each other again and again despair, has produced a numbness on the intimate and exclusive, but still run around in the blind field. No wonder, a friend said: class we have the courage to go try. Money, they learned, how the original life is not easy. We no longer pay attention to brand, but focus more on the quality of clothes and use the occasion for wearing, not because of a momentary impulse, to go shopping those discount clothes, clothing is not much, but rather decent. Right, what we need, the brand is just a fantasy thing.
face social: As more and more friends with the family, the program has not much courage and then talk with them about life, because in their mouth, all about family, and after a single 80 pay more attention to personal feelings of calligraphy. Have extreme love bars, KTV are no longer like it, could not have endured the kind of noisy, crazy environment, more like sitting in a coffee shop or tea, read books, listen to music, enjoy the coffee bitter, or by tea fragrance.
the face of the family: the family beyond the love and friendship, all the family first. Not the original impulse, to understand the painstaking efforts of parents, know how to understand their helplessness. Originally a simple relationship between the family, one day suddenly became clear to understand the relationship between people, the original has not been so simple, the most worthy of belief, in addition to parents ugg leather golves, as well as their own. More and more annoying, visiting friends and relatives, because there is always a lot of people problems, an issue of marriage.
the face of entertainment: a sudden found that less and less frequency of use of mobile phones, and SMS has become less and less, sometimes not even want to send text messages, would rather make a phone call, hang up hurriedly. QQ is not as hard to flash a non-stop, out of a number of groups, some groups because of the face, has been blocked, only occasionally to select several group chats on the stealth. Never to the game, sleepless nights to play, more time will be holding a book, quietly watching.
the face of shopping: always thinking about buying something, is not what gifts, which will not look nice on which to buy. No longer as before, in order to get a certain kind of gifts, they do not like to buy a certain kind of thing. Shopping no longer shopping, and become a purposeful behavior, buying things they want, they leave in a hurry. Some beautiful, delicate decorations, but on the counter to enjoy after this put it back, never home, the stuffed bottom.
the face of everything, we will have a well thought out, our hearts, had no fairy tale. We wasted a lot of youth, so it is a self-righteous, and so find any of the youth. There is laughter, there are tears; energetic, there are decadent; are sweet ultra tall ugg boots, but also ridiculous; have self-confidence, but also confused.
our sensitive, our bigotry, our stubborn in the end to pretending to be strong; we easily hurt others, but also easily hurt by others.
we chase in decadent pleasure, revel in the beauty of loneliness;
we believe to be different black ugg boots, because I believe the world will change;
we wake fact, we are no longer young, and perhaps our future is no longer infinite, in fact it ever is infinite?
80 after we have begun to recognize our old, not 90 after the youth, not 90, after the passion, we only have to run around with the fatigue life for the heart. Occasionally smiled and told myself: three-year-old man, my beautiful Love has just begun. 80 after we hit the ball a hearty, are also beyond their grasp. Long time no movement, began to reveal a bloated beer belly.
I can not help but sigh: So, after we had 80 old, but we have been reluctant to service the old.
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